5/30/2011

I'm a Lost Cause

Ever have one of those nights where everything gets you sad? I hate how sensitive I am. I hate it so much.

To get my mind off things, I guess I'll do a fun blog post. A post that will keep me from using my mind, because right now, all I want to do is fill my brain with fluff. We are humans, after all. We need time to decompress.

It's been a relaxing weekend for the most part. Everything is starting to fall into place. Yeah, my parents are being pretty tough on me, but I'm using it to "learn a lesson." Basically, I need a job. I am absolutely dollar-less as of right now. Empty wallets are depressing.

I have worked extremely hard in school this year. Academics have been my life since the end of 2010. And to be honest, I have done a very good job. I am building a solid future.

But the reward isn't going to come if I don't have the resources to produce them. Summer is supposed to be about "letting loose," yet it is impossible to accomplish that mindset without money. It's funny how much money can actually affect our lives. To the people who say that "money isn't everything"- you are full of it.

Wow, I never knew blogging could be so deep.

Anyways, if I can lock down a job, this summer looks promising. I love the end of the school year for one reason: the rush of summer concert dates. Everyone is announcing Pittsburgh dates, and I love it!

So far, I have only bought tickets to see these guys at Stage AE in August with my mom.



Tomorrow, I am probably going to buy my Foster the People tickets. I got a few bucks from my relatives for my SAT scores, so I can afford it surprisingly. I love Mr. Smalls theater with a passion, and I love FTP since the moment I first heard them last year (back when they were still babies in the industry.)



And last, but definitely not least, I am NOT going to pass up on Hollywood Undead. I have been waiting for two years to see them. They stopped by in Pittsburgh before I started to listen to them. Now is my chance. But it is going to be tough. Tickets are pretty expensive.

Regardless, I would probably trade 100 Hollywood Undead shows for a single Blue October performance. They announced their tour supporting their August album, but it isn't coming anywhere close. My parents promise a trip to see them if they come within five hours of our city. I will wait patiently. *fingers crossed*

So yes, concerts galore. I love it. The rush. The music. The happiness. I could use some of that right now. Goodnight.